Peer Support

Peer Support Team

• Heather Taylor
  Heather Taylor

  Bereavement Coordinator

  • heather@heldinourhearts.org.uk

  My precious daughter Eilidh was stillborn 21 years ago and Held In Our Hearts was a huge help to me. A couple of years ago, I had to give up work due to health problems, and now that I have free time on my hands (2 children at school and 2 at Uni), I want to give something back to the charity that helped me and took on the role of Principal Peer Supporter in 2019. I want to help other bereaved parents and show them there can be light at the end of a very dark tunnel.

• Gemma Brady
  Gemma Brady

  Peer Supporter and Volunteer Coordinator

  • gemma@heldinourhearts.org.uk

  I’m a mum to three girls, my firstborn Tilly was born with a diaphragmatic hernia and died of an infection at twenty five days old. 

  Losing a child for me was a such a lonely place to be, everyone’s life was able to move on but mine couldn’t and all I wanted was to talk about Tilly, she wasn’t my guilty secret she was my daughter and I was her mummy. 

  I met the lovely Nicola at Held in our hearts six months after my loss by chance and had a peer support session - to hear another bereaved parent tell me they had felt what I felt made my feelings normal in my head, and we kept in contact over the years. 

  When I later took voluntary redundancy, I was approached by Nicola to come onboard, the timing was right for us both, so here I am. 

  Listening to parents talk about their babies with such love is one of the most special parts of my work, pure and raw but love at its best. 

  I am a Peer Supporter as well as doing a volunteer co-ordinator role. 

• Katy Skipworth
  Katy Skipworth

  Peer Supporter

  • katy@heldinourhearts.org.uk

  Held In Our Hearts has been an incredible support to me and my family ever since our baby son, Alex, died aged 3 weeks in February 2018 due to a severe congenital heart defect.  When we returned home from the hospital without Alex we felt like we were the only people in the world that this had ever happened to, which was terrifying and isolating, despite the well-meaning messages and support from family and friends.  We were lucky to be put in contact with Held In Our Hearts within a few days by our Health Visitor and I remember the first phone call with Nicola as a beam of light into our blackened world, to talk to someone who had been in the same position and who knew exactly how we were feeling was incredible as we felt so alone and hopeless in our grief.

  Over the turbulent years since Alex died I regularly met with my peer supporter who showed incredible understanding of my grief for Alex and also for my several early miscarriages.  I was also supported through my subsequent pandemic pregnancy by the wonderful pregnancy after loss group.

  I have trained to join the Peer Support team as I would like to offer the support and understanding that was shown to me to other bereaved families, to let them know that no one should have to feel alone in their grief following the loss of a beloved baby.

• Vikki Anderson
  Vikki Anderson

  Peer Supporter

  • vikki@heldinourhearts.org.uk

  My name is Vikki and I first got in touch with Held In Our Hearts in 2016.
  Two days before our wedding day we were told the words during a routine scan that no expectant mother wants to hear, "I'm so sorry". Our baby girl, Angelica, had a condition called anencephaly which, unfortunately, is incompatible with life. One week after hearing those words, our little girl was born.
  I had no idea just how difficult the next steps in my journey were going to be, but due to go back to work in the coming weeks, working on the same maternity ward I delivered Angelica on, I needed to talk to someone who understood. And Held In Our Hearts came into my life.
  I got in touch with the charity and was supported by the wonderful Nicola. The compassion and empathy she had was a massive part of helping me on my journey.
  Since that moment, I always knew I wanted to give back to this amazing charity. December of 2020 was when I got back in touch to see what I could do to help. I started peer supporting in 2021 and became part of the team in June. It really is the most amazing work this charity provides and I feel so privileged to be a part of it.

• Lindsay Donaldson
  Lindsay Donaldson

  Peer Support and Hospital Liaison - Highlands

  • lindsay@heldinourhearts.org.uk

  Nothing could have prepared me for losing my son, Hunter, in July 2013. I lost him quite suddenly 18 weeks into my first pregnancy. I had never experienced grief like it and felt so alone. When my husband found Held In Our Hearts it was amazing to finally feel safe and understood.
  
  Unfortunately, on Mother's Day 2015, at 22 weeks pregnant I lost our daughter, Esmae. Once again the charity supported us in ways others could not.
  
  We remained hopeful, but in October 2015, a scan showed our daughter, Freya, had anencephaly, a condition incompatible with life and we had to make the heart-breaking decision to terminate. Whilst grief and loss were familiar, experiencing a TFMR was new territory, but Held In Our Hearts understood and thankfully had already been supporting us throughout the pregnancy.  
  
  The following year, after a second early loss, I became pregnant for the sixth time and in April 2017, after a lot of amazing care, including counselling sessions and support from Held In Our Hearts, I gave birth to Iris...and we brought her home.
  
  After having Iris I decided not go back to my job as a Media Sales Manager for a national newspaper publisher and became a stay at home mum. It was so lovely to have the chance to spend precious time with her before she started school. In 2021 my wee family moved from Edinburgh back to my hometown of Inverness and I jumped at the chance to be part of Held In Our Hearts’ expansion to the Highlands. I did my peer supporter training and it just felt right.
  
  It's such a privilege to be a Peer Supporter here in the Highlands. I know the difference it can make to speak someone who understands the heartache of losing a precious baby.  I hope I can help ease the feelings of loneliness and isolation.

• Amy Johnston
  Amy Johnston

  Peer Supporter - Fife

  Hi, my name is Amy, and I am the Peer Support Worker for Fife. I offer support to families over the phone, online and in person, in our lovely Rainbow Room in Dalgety Bay. I will be working closely with both the Hospital to Home Worker and Counsellor for Fife, providing families the support they so desperately deserve after such devastating loss.

  I was first introduced to Held In Our Hearts back in October of 2021, after losing our baby girl Daisy. Daisy was our third baby, having two beautiful boys already we were ecstatic to be having a little girl. Losing Daisy, halfway through our pregnancy and very suddenly, completely shattered our world and I fell apart, unable to see any hope for the future. A lovely bereavement nurse from our hospital suggested that I reach out to Held In Our Hearts, and I have never been more thankful for this. I first received invaluable support from the amazing Peer Supporter Vikki and then after realizing I was suffering from complex PTSD, I moved onto the much-needed counselling service from the wonderful Ailsa.

  The charity means the absolute world to me. I know just how important it is to have someone who can truly empathize with you and how you’re feeling, there are no expectations, no judgements and the space for you to love and grieve your baby is completely safe. Held In Our Hearts understood our loss and the enormity of our grief. I found myself unable to fully express to my close family just how awful I was feeling, the pressure was overwhelming. I hated the thought of family members being upset because of me, or them worrying about me, so I was silent. The support provided me with a space where I could talk, guilt free. It then allowed me the courage to be able to share my baby and all that she means to me, and I believe this is how I was able to go on.

  Held In Our Hearts continued to support me throughout my subsequent pregnancy and in September 2023, we welcomed our much-loved Rainbow baby into the world.

  I feel so privileged to be in this position now, walking with families through their own heartbreaking loss and giving them my support, I truly understand the importance of the space provided.

  In my spare time, I enjoy spending time with my family and catching up with friends. I love spending time outdoors, growing my own veggies and doing a bit of DIY here and there. I have an eye for detail and have a keen interest in wildlife photography.

• Lorna Johnston
  Lorna Johnston

  Peer Support Volunteer

  In December 2014, my baby boy Ollie died at full term. After a healthy pregnancy and natural labour, he died on the day he was born, due to meconium aspiration syndrome. My family and I were completely devastated and adjusting to life without our baby was incredibly difficult.
  
  Losing a baby is so hard to comprehend, and I often felt isolated from well-meaning family and friends. By speaking to other bereaved parents through Held In Our Hearts, I was provided with a sense of comfort that I couldn’t find elsewhere. Their support continued throughout my subsequent miscarriages, and the pregnancy with my youngest daughter.
  
  I feel privileged to have become a Peer Supporter for the charity, and I hope to help other bereaved families during such a difficult time.
  
  I live in Edinburgh with my husband and two young daughters.

• Mikey McLeod
  Mikey McLeod

  Peer Support Volunteer

  I am looking forward to becoming more involved with Held In Our Hearts. The charity is close to my heart and provides so much help and valuable assistance. I lost my own daughter Freya over 5 years ago and was lost and hurt and found the grieving process hard to get to grips with. I attended my first meeting which was daunting. However, after a short time being there I felt relaxed and realised everyone was united in grief and there to share their journey and find ways of dealing with such a difficult time. I can’t speak highly enough of the charity and I’m proud to be a part of male support going forward.

• Jamie Cameron
  Jamie Cameron

  Peer Support Volunteer

  Hi I am Jamie & I am a mum of 4 precious children, with a love of corduroy dungarees, gardening and open water swimming (or bobbing really).  In August 2019, my incredible daughter died suddenly and unexpectedly in the middle of the night when she was 22 days old. when she died I had an overwhelming urge to connect with people who understood my sheer devastation, which is where I found Held In Our Hearts who have helped me so much. Lyle is a twin which added a different dimension to my loss because I also had a newborn baby to care for. I wanted to become a Peer Supporter because I want to connect with and hopefully help other families who have so sadly lost their precious baby too. And in a way it is my way of parenting Lyle too.